it's been awhile

since i've been rejuvenated.
since i've slipped out of the monotony
and into a place where i feel comfortable.
you have no idea how much your words mean to me
because i can't express it.


i went into our conversation exhausted.
with everything.
tired of life
tired of sadness
tired of school
tired of the same advice from the same fucking people
i left enlightened and happy for the first time in a long long time.
thankyouthankyouthankyou.

i really cannot express how much your friendship, however brief or intermittent our "hang-outs" may be, means to me.
i know this is cliché and stupid but it's true.

i've come to a realization.

hot-damn.