i guess,

i could've seen this coming

if i'd looked harder

if i'd upturned every rock

but i've seen what happens to the 

damned and the dying when

they try to take on the world with a 

thorn in paw.

and i've seen what happens to a 

house when the roof

comes crashing down

and the walls still stand

there's just a new view of the sky 

and a new view of the ceiling.

and really i'm just sick of being sad.

it was so good for what seemed like so long.

maybe it'll make me write more.

maybe it'll make me cross three fingers

behind my back and pray

to wake up.

maybe i'll take the fucking hint.

maybe i'll be fine soon enough.

maybe it will freeze these fingers to the bone

and they'll just sto