scratch that.
i just screamed from a second floor window.
silly things,
like watching you fall asleep
and kissing you goodbye in the morning.
and i'm sorry but this is going to be harder than i thought.
and goddamnit i miss you so much.
and i wish you would have showed me that one.
i promise i'd like it.
and if what we're left with is computer screens with words
that only each other really read,
then i'm sorry i can't say these things to you.
i wish you could have just taken the picture then,
i would have been smiling,
but i,
i don't do too much smiling these days.
1 comment:
but you have a beautiful smile mister! you smile with your whole face, even your whole body. hang in there, my love. nothing is permanent. there is a sort of perfection i the non-permanence of life. i love how you write. i miss you, friend.
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